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3rd Officer at Intercrew Philippines Agency Inc. and studied Bachelor of Science in Marine Transportation at University of Cebu - METC. I currently reside in Valenzuela City, Philippines.

I’m totally passionate about my life and your career I want what I have and I have what I want! I do something that I feel strongly about and I have a deep commitment to. I’m a sucker for non-profit types and artists (not necessarily starving)! As long as you care about what you do and want to leave the world better than you found it, chances are we’ll get along great.

My family is an important part of who I am, however normal, crazy or in-between they might be. (What’s a normal family these days anyway, right) I value healthy relationships with my close friends and family, but I also have realistic expectations of my loved ones. In other words, I see the best in people while staying cool with human shortcomings. And I probably have a good sense of humor about my own! I can deal with flaws and imperfections, but I take serious issue with dishonesty.

I enjoy being good to myself on the weekends and take time out for myself. It’s important for me to stop and smell the roses (I do frequently), and to have as much fun as I can. But I still think it’s important to do something for someone else — even if it’s just holding a door for a senior citizen — every single day.

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  1. April 15, 2012

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    A partner, my own. I want to love you. But are you there? Do you exist? Am I hoping for naught? I hope not.

    First I had to learn to love myself and that took years, I had to look in the mirror and love me for me. Letting go of all the negativity, freeing myself from the torture I employed. Finding beauty in every aspect of my appearance, of my personality, of my mind. 

    Now that I have learned how to love myself, I can do so effectively and often. Since I know myself, I know that I want to love someone. I want to hold them, to kiss their lips.

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  2. February 15, 2012

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    So I wouldn’t fall too deep with anyone? I think it’s prolly just my being a hopeless romantic.

    I was just thinking how it’s so hard to meet someone, especially in the LGBT community, without the internet. How did it work before? I was thinking of how I wanted to meet someone not through the internet or through someone, but I just can’t imagine how that would go. 

    I’m a hopeless romantic. My idea of a perfect meet up with be bumping each other on the hallway, and spilling all the books on hand. Apologies. Then smiles. Like the “let me make it up to you” lines. Or in the library, and you see someone you really like, and then you just couldn’t help it so you say something nice, like, “Hi?” and then nervous and awkward expressions are exchange. But always with the nervous smile. That be sweet, yes? 

    Just saying. I just don’t know how that’s possible. I read too many books on love, and watch too many films on love stories. This is a curse. Or maybe it’s my defense mechanism?

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  3. February 7, 2012

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    Dating; some days I think I’m ready and some days I know I’m not. I have so much to offer.

    I’m trustworthy, always willing to listen to problems and even give my opinion. I love to motivate and help my girl achieve her dreams. I am cool and calm as long as my girl makes it known that she’s by my side. But to find somebody who wants what I have to offer is becoming a real challenge but I refuse to settle. Until I find the right girl I will just be chilling!

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  4. February 3, 2012

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    1OAK

    I’m what you call a rare form of a human. There’s only a few of my kind and we are very hard to find. I’m the one that wakes up early just to say good morning beautiful, and the one that stays up til your fall asleep just to say or text good night my beautiful angel. I’m a rare form of a human that realizes that, sexy is only what you wear and put on, but you, you are just pure beauty from the inside out.

    Your personality and attitude make you that beautiful and wonderful person that I just gotta know. Only a few of us know how to take our time and do everything right. From that first “Hello beautiful, how are you”, to the time you say I want you in my life, so would you be my guy. There’s gonna come a time when we both lose our minds, and say we done and we’ll both say fine.

    But if you have one like me, that one that is one of a kind, we will change our minds because baby you will always be mine. That rare form of a human will be will to give up there favorite dream just to fulfill yours. They will give up a night they had planned for months just to sit home and chill with you. It’s very few of my kind, so take ya time, search, look, dream because when you find that one of a kind, that rare form of a human kind, keep them because it’s very rare to find one of my kind.

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  5. February 3, 2012

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    Where is the one who can finish my sentence?

    Who knows what I’m thinking? Who at any given moments will discern, control, and understand the situation, so that when I’m under pressure I can look to you and know that you have an answer. I know it won’t happen every time but someone I can trust enough to where doubt in my mind is very small. Someone who deletes the meaning of cheating from my heart.

    Who makes me forget all so that I can focus and spoil just one. Cause deep down that’s all we all really want, that one! That one who knows the right spot to touch. Who arguing with is so pointless because most of the time we’re both thinking the same thing anyway. The one who never wants to leave and hurries home. That one, where are you?

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  6. January 30, 2012

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    As for me, I’m going to continue my journey, I’m striving to become more of my own attraction!

    For years I’ve been so fascinated with love, loving someone and being loved back, I just wanted to be in a relationship so bad, to the point where I didn’t care about anything but finding love. I couldn’t understand why no one wanted me, the repeated rejection begin to take over my self-esteem. It was so hard trying to be confident when all I ever faced was rejection. 

    I would vent to friends but I felt as though they didn’t understand, they would just say “love yourself” “love will find you” “be confident” and for a little bit that made me feel better, but after hearing the same shit over and over again you start not to believe. So as time went on it was nothing anybody could say to me, I was looking for love, and you couldn’t tell me I wasn’t going to find it. I went from relationship to relationship and just couldn’t understand why so much drama, why none of them worked. 

    As I’ve grown to mature, I realize that these relationships were not working because I didn’t love myself all. I cared about was being in a relationship where someone else loved me, not realizing no one can love me better than me. 

    After years of rejections, countless heartbreaks, years of struggling with depression, insecurity and everything in between I just decided enough is enough. I started caring about me, I began to value myself, I learned my self-worth. All though my journey is not over, I’ve come a long way and I’m proud of me.

    It never occurred to me that when you’re looking for a potential soul mate, sometimes you have to be the attraction you seek. I asked myself am I the attraction that I seek? And as I looked at the facts I had to be real with myself and say “no”. No I’m not, because truth be told, I don’t want a partner who is not confident in their selves, and is only caught up in the idea of being in love, and has potential but does nothing with it. 

    I realize there is more in life than finding love, or being in a relationship. I have goals for myself and I will not miss out on what life has to offer, staying worried about a relationship that I can’t find. I’m a go getter, a self-motivated individual, I’m a dreamer, I’m intelligent, I have perseverance I believe in myself, and I also believe in the insecure lady who’s reading and is standing in the shoes I once wore.

    To the insecure guy seeking a relationship, ask yourself are you, your own attraction? And be real with yourself, because in order to be real with someone else you must first be real with self. If your answer is “No” its okay, next step to find the issue. Fix whatever it is you don’t like about yourself, what you can’t change teach yourself to accept and love it. It’s a long journey and nothing happens overnight however the effort you put forth today the more strength you have tomorrow.

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  7. January 20, 2012

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    Police pa-TROLL! Hahaha.

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  8. January 13, 2012

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    Steps in a hard game

    He came across my mind today but then again he has crossed my mind everyday since the day we first spoke on BBM. Even though it was nothing major just simple talk, I can’t help but feel a little disappointed because I was hoping that god had finally heard my hearts call and he was the one who answered. Well at least I wanted it to be *sigh* I may not be the slickest guy on this thing and he could do a lot better but it was just the way the conversation flowed, the moment he whispered me.

    I still crack a quick smile thinking about it . He had his opinions and I had mine but it was so sexy to know he had his own mind. I even opened up a little bit about my situation and he didn’t judge me he tried to sympathize with me. I guess I’ll never know if he would give me a chance but hey if there is any chance he reads this, then that’s cool but if not thank you for the sweetest taste. Because I haven’t felt what it is to like somebody in a long time, I’ve been closed of for so long that I forgot.

    But in the words of Indie Aire “I’m ready for love and all the time that it takes to stay in your good grace if you give me half a chance I will prove myself to you to a man who loves music, to a man that loves art, respects the spirit and thinks with his heart. I am ready for love.” Imma keep my faith up because I know he’s out there, I just haven’t met him yet!

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  9. January 4, 2012

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    Out of boredom I checked my username (jrcrosales) on Google and came to this site, http://tumblr.tadamag.jp. Like what the hell is this site? It like a copycat of my Tumblog in Japanese. Is this legit?

    Out of boredom I checked my username (jrcrosales) on Google and came to this site, http://tumblr.tadamag.jp. Like what the hell is this site? It like a copycat of my Tumblog in Japanese. Is this legit?

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  10. November 21, 2011

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    I saw this old woman sitting by herself yesterday at the corner of Buendia and Roxas Blvd. yesterday. Surprised to see a bond paper pinned in front and back of her dress with a picture of a missing old man, I asked her about it and she said it is her husband who has been missing for two weeks now. I was touched by her integrity and pained to see her looking for him in that manner so I decided to help her too. I asked permission to post her picture here in Facebook to be shared by others as help for finding Mr. Luis Matias.Lolo Matias is 78 years old, he displays childish behavior, so do coax him if found and restrain him from leaving your sight.Call any of these numbers immediately:+639497763122+639326095491+639474196145He lives in #164 Dolores St. Pasay City Brgy 66 Zone 08. Do share this around please at sana mahanap agad si Lolo Luis Matias!  

    I saw this old woman sitting by herself yesterday at the corner of Buendia and Roxas Blvd. yesterday. Surprised to see a bond paper pinned in front and back of her dress with a picture of a missing old man, I asked her about it and she said it is her husband who has been missing for two weeks now. I was touched by her integrity and pained to see her looking for him in that manner so I decided to help her too. I asked permission to post her picture here in Facebook to be shared by others as help for finding Mr. Luis Matias.

    Lolo Matias is 78 years old, he displays childish behavior, so do coax him if found and restrain him from leaving your sight.

    Call any of these numbers immediately:
    +639497763122
    +639326095491
    +639474196145

    He lives in #164 Dolores St. Pasay City Brgy 66 Zone 08.     Do share this around please at sana mahanap agad si Lolo Luis Matias!
     

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  11. November 15, 2011

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    Happiness can’t find me.

    Imprisoned by loneliness. Tortured by insecurities. Influenced by stereotypes. Strangled by my own worst enemy, me. Suck in deep by the black hole called my inquisitive mind. Thinking that all hope is lost for happiness to find me. She’s out there I know she is, but I am the prisoner of many mistresses that’s don’t want to release me. I’m not as strong as I once was. As free willed as I should have been. I became weak, and was easily convinced by their persuasion. Lost in my own wicked thoughts I could sustain myself. I couldn’t fight, be released from my own insanity. I was swallowed whole by self-doubt and failure I just couldn’t control myself to just give in towards all anger. I was defeated and I wore it as crown. 

    Hope is my messenger, and she was the only who can find happiness to save me. Patience is around as well. She hasn’t been on my best side, but she lurks around aiding hope to search for my happiness. My precious happiness, I need thee. I long for thee. I cry alone late night praying you hear me. The ounce of strength I do have exist in a smile that I seldom wear. I wear it brightly where my mistresses would never see…inside my heart. It grows when hope wraps her arms around me in the night. It mends when Patience sneaks in while I am sleep. There is a struggle, but struggle I will live for through all pain and anguish because happiness is the one thing I truly love. Right now, happiness can’t find me, but in due time she will.

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  12. August 31, 2011

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    Search settings -> Instant search off. PROBLEM SOLVE!

    Search settings -> Instant search off. PROBLEM SOLVE!

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  13. July 5, 2011

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    Oh, how I wish.

    Oh, how I wish.

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